Where the Last Page turns.

Well, the title sort of says it all.
This blog had served well throughout high school, so did my other blog.

Oh, by the way SPM results came out. I had satisfying As yet it's so close yet so far. Nevertheless, I'm still thankful to God for everything. I really thank my family, friends and educators around me for helping me this far. I also thank all the haters because without them, i wouldn't be where and who i am today.

I had 5 amazing years of being in high school. All the bittersweet memories, epic jokes, rumbling laughter, friendship and memories of love will forever remain in my mind and heart. I think it's really, really important that one makes the best out of high school because those 5 years are the only ones you'll be getting. Once the past is gone, you won't be getting it back. *If you have the SMK BRP school magazine for 2013, flip to the english essays to read my essay titled "High school is what You Make it to Be" because every word written on that page is true* 

Undeniably, it is really sad where the last page ends. However, when that happens a new chapter begins. For the new chapter, it'll probably be life after SPM, College, University ya know, that sort of thing.
I think it's important to cherish memories so I won't be deleting this blog.

Cheers and see you soon xx

Yes.
Don't say a thing.
Its been an extremely long time.
I feel bad I never keep my promises when i say i'll try to blog more often.

Here goes.
The past few months have been amazing.
On December 27th 2013, we had LAST FRIDAY NIGHT. Its our prom. There's a long ass history behind it, maybe I'll blog about it soon. Anyways, that night was a blast. I really thank God for everything. Everything went better than expected, the lighting was fabulous. Slow dancing was amazing. Memories were made :)
The countdown at DPC was amazing too! Partied with the juniors as well :)
Chinese New Year just passed too. It was cool, since i didn't have red clothing (not even a red top) , i rehighlighted my hair red ;) Unfortunately being Asian, the color won't stay long unless you bleach your hair. So yeah.

I'll blog more meaningful posts next time.
Yes. You may shake your head at my ridiculousness and laugh.

Till the next post xx

The End of SPM

SPM ended last week.

Yes i know, i couldn't believe it as well. Magical huh. 5 years of secondary school passed so fast. It has been an amazing month of sitting for the final major exam in our secondary school life. 

NO MORE PUBLIC EXAMINATION!

It went pretty okay:) thank God.

Moral was a huge disappointment though, but I'm not going to go into details.
The last paper of the last day was the best. We were already anticipating the final minute of it before we were dismissed :3 Best feeling ever. Freedom to begin again :)

Anyways, I'm really enjoying life after SPM now:) Been hanging a lot with the group and waiting for chinese to be over so the other cages of my friends will be open to freedom! We've been jamming and recording covers as well as seeing each other nearly every day ahahah! I really love these people.

Till the next post! I have a amazing things in store for me:3 can't wait! 

Smiling for the last few months:)

Remember how i said i wouldn't abandon my blog for too long? That isn't working well as it has been a couple of months since my last update. So due to the love i have for my blog, here's a quick update.

I don't know where to start since so many amazing things happened. 

There's Winson and Joey's promposal and yes, 100 helium balloons and a bouquet of roses were involved;) yes, obviously she said yes so yayyy! 

Then there was the sleepover Yenn, Winnis and I had a day before our school's fundraiser carnival where we had tons of fun:) yes my parents were away;)

And we also had quite a few birthday celebrations:) there's Kavitha's Sweet 16:) no pictures to show though:/ as well as Cai Yan's surprise birthday party. 

Also, we've been hanging out, alot. After classes there's Yenn, Foong and I:) we'd just sit there and talk. For movies there's Winnis, Yenn and I. Lunch there's Jian Chuan, Yenn, Foong and I:) and no i can't find a camwhore pic with chuan since he's busy driving. Lol. woahh. We've all gotten closer lately. I miss hanging with Xuan, Cyan and Pei though. But timing isn't ngam these days so after spm we shall have a sleepover:3 and oh, a few backs back, i brought Yenn and Winnis to a church event. And now they know about the handsign people i've been telling them about. 

Finally, its the last of our school days. It actually just ended. SPM just ended :)
I'm not going to stress myself out because it's not like God will grant me extra As. It'll just make things worse. So yeah. All the best to batch 96;) it's funny reflecting on our past and we've turned from such sweet, goody two shoes, obedient and innocent students to rulebreaking troublemakers. Okay i'm joking:P it doesn't look that bad as it sounds. But you're only young once. I really want to look back when i'm older and agree that i lived a rollercoaster of a life. Filled with fun, excitement and danger;) hahaha! So yeah. 

You guys know the story behind this pic;)

So yeahh, all the best to Batch 96 for SPM and the results!:)

Leaving the title blank.

Dear Bloggie,
I am truly sorry I have abandoned you for over a month now, nearly 2 months actually.
Do forgive me, i had tons of events and stuff going on so yeah.

Anyways, July was fantabulous!:)
It was the Ramadhan month as well and you know what that means.
TEPUNG PELITA! BAZAARS! FOOD!
Well, the English Society organized a field trip and we went to The Lost World of Tambun in Ipoh. Thank God we organized it this year! The trip was fantastic! We had tons of fun and memories of all sorts were made. The themeparks were okay, Sunway Lagoon could top it off any time but what rocked the trip was the company we had :)

The raya break was eventful and productive:) Thankfully.
August 6, Liz had her sweet 16, a surprise thrown by the other lil sisters and well, it was fun!

With le birthday princess:)

LOTS OF LOVE:3

I attended a church camp by my church and RLC. The speaker was Pastor Charles Nieman. He was amazing:) One day i'll visit him in Texas. I got closer to some of my friends there too and well, confession hour was epic. Out of 48 hours, i got only 8 hours of sleep. We slept at 3am the first night and 5am the second. I have a newfound adoration for Ray now. HAHAHAA! I like that kid (y)

So yeah. Trials is coming up so yeah. Time seems to be flying and my future is all there in front of me. One thing i know for sure is that God has a plan for me:)

With John and Jonathen :)

Jonker Street 16-8-2013

And if you were wondering, it's all going well. So far so good I guess:)

I'll always remember my 17th :)

Let's just say that my 17th was dynamite. It was such an amazing day. I'll never forget this day and will always, always remember my 17th birthday!:)
A huge thank you to everyone for the wishes, hugs, gifts and surprises which really touched my heart. I love everybody who made it such a memorable day:)

I would personally like to thank the guys who "sang" Happy Birthday so many times loudly in public, i swear i was trying not to blush. I love you guys man!

The juniors for the gifts, hugs, balloon, and the adorable card and wishes. I'm touched the alligator and dreamer remember i love Toy Story. Teehee! To infinity and beyond ;) Love you guys:)

The guys for sacrificing and going through IT. HAHAHA JC'S PERSONAL GIFT WHICH WAS ENTERTAINING ;) :3

So anyways, these amazing people i call my buddies all pretended to forget my birthday and when i got home, after my shower, they were hiding in the storage/ironing room in my home and as i was at the back looking at the noodles my brother picked up for me before i turned around and got a shock of my life. These people all walked out of the storage/ironing room with a green tea-red bean cake, singing happy birthday. I was so surprised omg! They seriously got me good! I wanted to hug all of them to death omg. I'm super grateful to Yenn, since she pakat-ed with my family:P and when i found out they discussed it right behind me in school, in cantonese when i was conscious, i thought to myself"Hey, its high time i learnt cantonese." HAHAHA.

And. Thank God i combed my hair because usually, i'd wrap it up in a towel and walk down. THANK GOD OMG.

I was so touched i tell you, so touched! I love these people and i'm so grateful and blessed to have them in my life:')  I'm so thankful God put you guys in my life:) You guys have really touched my heart and managed to successfully surprise me 101%! Sorry i didn't cry though. I was super touched but no tears. HAHAHA. They pakat-ed with my family too:) I love you guys so much and i still can't get over how well the day worked out! I'll always remember my 17th. Thank you thank you thank you!

After lunch, we went up to play Truth or Dare. LMAO. We learnt alot about each other. ALOT ;) Then Nicky Yap came over :D YAY!

Then at night Mum, Dad, Ry and I went to Tony Roma's for dinner :3

Its how much I love them :')

4 means forever :)

Special thank you to Yam, Yu Xin and Winson for being part of the planning even though they couldn't make it :/ I love them as much :)

OH, and thank you to Yam's awesome sister for pakat-ing and bringing the cake over:)

They made it the best birthday ever. I'll always remember my 17th :)

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Well, just as i thought the surprises were done, i was wrong. The next day, my church friends did the same thing but making me think it was for Caleb and he thought it was for me. The carrots thing was a joke:P I was super touched. Another reason that will always make me think of my 17th:) And the best part was the video omg. I wanted to cry. I was seriously so touched. Thank you guys so much:) You guys proved me wrong! Thank you for the thoughts, wishes, hugs, the surprise, the presents, card and the video especially!:)

:)

:3 

#POTD HAHAHAA. credits to samster :)

I'll always remember my 17th :)

June Wishes

Photo says it all, Hello June :)
People have wishes for every month, I do too but i choose the month of June to blog about because June is the 6th month of the year, right in the middle and it's also my birthday month :D
Okay anyways, my wishes for June? For one, I really wish that everything I'm going through now will be over. I don't want to feel any pain, any confusion or numbness. I just want everything to be back to normal. What do I mean? Let's just say that, ever since March, I haven't been myself. I'm not going to elaborate on it but all I want to say is how thankful I am to my friends who have been there to listen to me, advice me, understand me, hug me, tell me everything is going to be okay and most importantly, pick up the pieces of me that are left scattered around.

That's why for this month of June;
I wish that their work won't be for nothing.
I wish that i will get over it as soon as possible.

I want June to be the month where i get over everything and that I can enter July without pain or confusion or numbness. I want June to be legendary :)

Other than that, I wish June will bring understanding. Yes, i wish I can understand my entire form 4 and 5 syllabus for every subject. Trials are coming up. It's important.

 In 6 more months, high school will be over for me. I really don't know how to feel about that but all i know is to make the best of it and hold on to the memories of high school:)

This will be a short post!:)

Mid term exam ended!:) It was okay. I can actually do the papers without feeling as shitty as i did last year. Its still shitty, don't get me wrong, but i can see improvement:3 Thank God! But either way, it's over for now:)

Happy? Yay! Yes, because it means i actually get to take a short break:)

Sad? Yes, because it only means that i'm a step closer to the real thing and a step closer to graduating. 

So my plans for the May Holidays are very simple.

Outings. Movies. Art. Studying. Reading. Hangouts. Tuition. Cooking. Camwhoring. Shopping. The usual:) I'll make the best of it (y)

It's the last mid term holiday I'll have as a high school student:') Time flies.

Okay, i gotta run. Ciao!:)

Signing off, Bambi ;)

Debate 2013

So as you know, the debate season just passed.
In one of my previous posts, i've expressed how much debate means to me. I just don't get the idiots who can come and tell me to my face that debate is easy, that thinking of the points is easy, that setting a parameter is easy, that thinking of rebuttals is easy, that writing and rewriting the speech is easy. I just don't get these people. It's honestly what I love. The first minute is always nerve-wrecking but then after that, its fire, flames and adrenaline. I need to feel the fire, the fear, the rush of adrenaline, the pressure, the panic, the butterflies and the rush of excitement debate brings. I just need it.

Since the week before the holidays until April 16th, I had the time of my life. It was a really good experience, every debate we went to, memories were made and I'm really thankful for it:) Every day we stayed back at school and brainstormed, had diction sessions, grooming sessions and sessions where we just talked and laughed, was worth it :) The team this year -> Da best ever;) Our teachers were all cool, sweet, supportive and funny. The teammates all have chemistry and a strong bond ;) Trust me on that. HAHAHAA :P And we have nicknames which all signify something, well at least for Dragon and I. LOL. Joy's the Princess. Anne's The Whip even though it sounds wrong, Aireen's Gangsta Momma, Illie is Illie Lily, Sanjeeve, my other half is Mozart the Dragon and well..
Teacher named me DragonSlayer and the team calls me Bambi. Therefore, I am Bambi the DragonSlayer. There's an extremely ironic story behind that. You know i know ;)
Sanjeeve is seriously my other half. We come in a set. A set of special mythical beings. That's just it. He's my special replacement and he's like my brother. You should honestly see us during mock debates. All hell breaks loose :3

We went against Ideal Heights in Round 1, SMK Kepong in Round 2, BBSB in the Quarter Finals, SMK Taman Desa in the Semi Finals and finally, we lost to Hillcrest in the finals. We ranked 2nd, its not bad, ever since Mishen Kumar left, BRP's debate team never made it past the 2nd round due to certain reasons I shall not mention. *coughs*

I think the most interesting debate was round 2 against SMK Kepong. "Capital Punishment is the best crime prevention method". It was my favorite topic ;) Hahaa! I was being really over the top and super dramatic. I was basically like a growling tigress. Okay fine. A growling kitten. I had to defend human lives. Being emotional is a no-no but then again, I was supposed to defend human rights and lives and so on, so playing the emotional, humanity-lover, drama-queen card really worked for the motion. Thank God. They said I actually looked and sounded like I really cared. I'll never forget the comments i received after that ;)
I know I found that debate the most interesting, mainly because of the apple analogy. Ahahaa! Good memories:) Their 2nd speaker was good. There was a really gorgeous pakistani guy. He's really good looking omg. Its okay, its not like the Kepong debate team will ever read this. Oh, I also didn't appreciate the hecklers. -eyerolls-

The team that really stole my heart was SMK Taman Desa, they were all professional and such friendly gentlemen omg :') I died inside when they were all so sweet during the debate. The first speaker was simply amazing. Seriously. We went for "tea" as the first speaker, Dharshan put it. LOLL!

And finally, I need to blog about Hillcrest. They were good. They were very sweet, professional and gentlemen-ish as well. The best part is that we became friends after that :D Seriously. Don't be that surprised. It was a competition but then after that, there aren't any rules against that.
Obviously as a debater, i was disappointed we lost but at the end, my happiness outweighed my sadness. Does it make me crazy to say that i was actually kind happy we made it that far and gave our best shot? It was so near yet so far but then, I don't know why I feel happy about it.
No, i have not been drinking and I am not high =.=

To be honest, in the first few rounds, i gave off the impression of being a biatch, it was someone i really am not. Unless you piss me off, then yeah :P I feel kind of bad, having to put up a tough front, like you should have seen me, I know i was a bitch, i had that look on my face. At the end of the day, it is a competition after all. Friendship dies in debate. Before and after everything is back to normal but then during the debate? You get the picture. So yeah, after the competition then I'm back to normal, but then ya know what they say, First impression counts and I gave off a terrible first impression. Even though some hold grudges, i'm really glad that some of the other debaters gave me a chance to be me, ya know, who i really am after the competition.
I really like the friendship built and friends I made throughout the competition :) I won't list out names but you know who you are ;) Thanks for giving me the chance to be me and not some random debater from BRP.


Another reason why I'm so drawn to debate even more this year is because i know it would keep me busy. I need something to keep my occupied, i don't want my mind to rest because i know i'd keep thinking about the things that happened. Sure, debate brings unnecessary stress, sleep deprived nights and voice loss. Seriously, i had to drink honey and lemon all the time. I even brought a bottle of it to the first two rounds. At the end of the day, the pros outweigh the cons.

I want the team to know how much I love them and how much they all mean to me:) Yes, including the teachers of course. We've been through thick and thin, sleepless nights and early mornings, frustration and tension, laughter and joy, smiles and frowns, gossip and facts and tons of private jokes together. I'll cherish every memory and i know i'll never fail to smile every time i walk down memory lane :) I love you guys :)

We really thank everybody who has helped us to make it so far:) The support, the friends, the families, the educators of course, and of course, God :) Because without Him, we would never had made it that far. Seriously. True story bruh. I can tell you so many stories and incidents that just happened and yeah, you can see why I am so thankful to Him :) Reading this, you can call me religious and pious and boring but i want to remind you, I'm proud of who I am and thankful for everything God has done for me. And the stereotype you're probably building against me is invalid by the way, ask anyone that has been in the same class as me ;) And EH, I obviously am not going to shave and become a nun, I'm not thaaaaat religious. Okay i'll stop venting now. LOL.

So yeahh, that's Debate 2013, the final one of my senior year ;)

P/S Good luck to Hillcrest in their future competitions :) Make Gombak proud. Stayyy cool :D

Debate 2013 :3 Minus the Mozart the Dragon. He was late.

All the paperwork :3

Mozart the Dragon :) Since he's always missing in pictures.

The team 2013 ;) Minus the Dragon since he was MIA.

The Stereotype of the Science and Art stream Kids

Alright, it's been a month since i last blogged.
So, March test just ended. You should have seen my face when i saw the Chemistry and Biology paper. I was about to cry. Seriously. But its over now, so yeah:)
I know people are like"Its just a test, no big deal." EH, if you don't do well in a test, how are you going to do well in the real exam? Here's the shocker, i actually study and care about my results and future. Even though i seem like I don't, I actually do. I have fun on a usual basis, bend the rules, sit right in between the fence of the "right" and "wrong", and do silly things, yolo with my besties and just enjoy life. Surprised? So yeah, i get into trouble occasionally but i like how the odds are always in my favor ;) Well, most of the time. ThankGodWeih :3

School has been quite cool:)
The juniors in form 3 are amazing:) Okay fine, some of them are super uneducated but what to do?Sigh. Form 4s are obviously are still amazing :3
And do i need to say anything about Batch 96'? ;D
Just the Form 2s. The Indian guys especially, like omg wtf is their problem. The moron actually cari pasal with me so yeah, we all know how it went down.
Other than that, the lalas. I don't get why they are always giving me that look. -eye roll-

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Okay, i don't understand why people categorize the Science stream kids to be good, super smart, nerdy and the typical stereotype of a nerd. Yeap, the type that doesn't know how to have fun. Plus, i don't get why there's a stereotype for the Art stream kids being bad and not intelligent.
People should get it into their minds that not everybody in Science stream is good and not everybody in Art stream is bad. 

Both streams have the good and the bad. Its true at first the stereotype exists but as time goes on, give it a rest. There are both Saints and Devils in each class. It comes down to the individual. Like the Science kids, i don't know who said they don't know how to have fun. Because you should see them, all of them are damn wild. I'm not saying it because i'm in Science stream, it's a universal fact, you should see us when music is blasted and teacher's not around. And for example, when people say "All Science Stream students are so smart!" I feel pressured. Seriously.

And how the hell can someone classify everybody in Art stream to be bad? I think its bullshit. Of course there are the really bad ones there but then its the same in Science stream isn't it? People from Art stream have helped me so many times and i'm so thankful to them for that. And they are so smart in their own way. I absolutely admire their creativity, like the guys who painted their face to look like the Joker and walked around the school, THAT was epic.

So yeah, i rest my case ;)
Stereotyping the Science and Art stream students got to stop. I did it long time ago, but then i grew up.

Debate 101 in Ace's World (Part 1)

Hey guys! Ya know how debate season is starting? Well wait, it has already started.
This year, the inter-form debate competition will be hosted by our school, obviously. And Anne, Sanjeeve, Pei Yii and I are hosting it. Well, we'll be adjudicating. Something i look forward to. The reason we will be holding this competition is to look for talents to take over as well as show that the English society does things. Killing two birds with a stone.
Oh right, as you know, Chinese New Year was last week. I went back to Penang. I had a great time and i'll blog about that next time. But anyways, when nosey relatives ask me what i do in school in a completely competitive way, i tell them I'm a school debater. With that, they have nothing to say.

People ask me why I love debate and why it means so much to me. Simple.
Debate has become part of my life. Growing up, i just needed to speak. If i don't talk, i'll feel stressed. LOL, its true, still it ;)
Well, debate is all about passion and the fire. It's not a game or an after school activity. It's a war out on a gory battlefield. I love it because of the adrenaline rush it gives me every time the first minute is up and I'm up there talking and affirming my stand. It's how you twist, turn and manipulate the topic to your advantage.
For our school, our team's motto is Grace, Poise and Awesomeness. We always go in with our pokerfaces and with the attitude of not only beating the other team but crushing them as well as blowing them up too. I do hope we'll go far this year as we're definitely giving it 101%. But who knows right? In the end, it's God's will.

Oh right, and senior year has been treating me very well. I'm enjoying every moment. There's the trips to colleges and campuses for our future too so yeah:) There are them dramas too but oh well, what's life without unwanted drama?

Well, it's past my curfew. A new thing set by dad :l
I got to go, nights :)

Happy Valentines Day!

Today's the day roses, chocolates, teddy bears and hearts are bought and given out to loved ones.

Somewhere out there, a guy is about to serenade a girl outside her window. 

Somewhere out there, a guy is planning to surprise his girl with a huge teddy bear outside her door.

Somewhere out there, dinner dates are about to be carried out.

Somewhere out there, the D is about to meet the V.

Okay LOLLOL, I'll stop it.

Yes i've been watching Valentine's Day. Such an amazing movie :)

Well, you've heard one side of the story. Yeap, the couples' side of Valentines Day.

For the single peeps out there, Valentine's day is about buying discounted chocolate.. and storing them away. Yeap, they are smart to take advantage of this day. For them it's called Single Awareness Day!

Then they probably spend this day YOLO-ing with their friends or family. Movie outings, laser tag afternoons and so on. 

Some of them don't mind being single but some of them do. And watching sappy romantic movies doesn't make it better. 

For me, I don't mind being single. I'm actually glad I'm single? Ya know, no drama, no fights, no complications. But to be honest, sometimes i'm like "Am I thaaaaaaaaat ugly?'' Or "Is there something wrong with me?"

So yeah, i have doubts too. I used to be scared of commitment and didn't want to be tied down. WAIT NO. Let me rephrase that, i'm just scared of being committed to someone who is committed to me.

But then when i look at my friends who have relationships full of complication and drama, I'm sort of thankful I'm not going through that. 

Plus, someone wise told me not to get in relationships so early in life. 

I'll definitely wait to love and be loved :)

Happy Valentine's day guys! Whether you're in a relationship or single, enjoy this day :)

Love always, Ace :) xxx

Hello February 2013!

Ya know the song Milkshake? By Kelis :3

This is remixed and edited :3

Her milkshake brought all the girls to the yard

She's like, it's better than theirs

Damn right, it's better than theirs

She could teach ya but she'd have to charge

She knows ya want it, that thing that makes her,

all the GIRLs go crazy for, They lose their minds, 

the way she winds, Oh yes its time.

This lyrics twisted version of the song holds another story, one that took place in Sabah or Sarawak. Ain't that right?:3 HAHAHAA OMGG JOKES:P

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*this post has been edited, censored and cut from the original post*

Okay anyways, that's how i start my Hello February 2013 blog post.

So its already the beginning of February. I just filled out the SPM application today. It was like a WOW moment. Like Omg i'm taking SPM in 10 months. 

January flew by. It was like really fast. Every day was filled with laughter, jokes, private jokes, camwhoring, more jokes, louder laughter and epicness:) 

Then there were the epic days where we just looked at each other and laughed like morons. As you know, we have complex minds:3 

Well there were them shitty days but hey, it was a bad day, not a bad life.

And best part is that i have amazing friends:) So it lightened up the load.

Oh, i like most of my juniors. Well there are quite a few i don't really like. For example, the junior in form 4 who keeps glaring and staring at me, that rude kid who did his stupid typical chinese gangster thing on me, I could have just whacked him right there but i didn't. 

I'm practicing Self control:) Someone wise told me to just ignore. He's like a few years older than me but whenever he's guiding me in any way, its like he's an uncle. Yes, he is extremely patient and responsible. You know I know :3
I still wonder how he is so patient :O Thank you Uncle, you're cool that way ya know:)

OH, and there's that junior who wonders if I'm dating one of my besties. NO LAH DOI. He's like a brother to me. I know the form 5 guys so well since we went through high school together till I know about most of their terrible habits and got turned off a long long time ago. 

So yeah, i hope February will be a cool month:) And oh, its CNY soon:) Yes, Penang it is. May the odds be ever in my favor.

And last but not least, a huge shoutout to Cai Yan for whipping all the golfer's asses at her tournament;)

Congratulations babe!:D So you guys better move, champ in the house yo ;)

But somehow, Foong and Radin got fooled and thought she went for street fight tournament. HAHAHA:P Memories ;)

Aite, nights :) xx

 Innocence, purity and being naive :3 HAHHAAA!

Its just a bad day, not a bad life.

There's this saying that goes "Its just a bad day, not a bad life."

We all have our good and bad days.
For me, its usually good days > bad days.
Thing is, shit's been happening and stuff.
All sorts of shits. But then again, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
Heartbreak doesn't need to come from a guy. It comes from other people too.
It hurts but then again everything happens for a reason.

Ya know that feeling where you're holding everything in? All the hurt and pain, and the tears. Then your friend comes up and asks you "Are you okay?" And you lose it? I thought that was bullshit, but i was so wrong. It was an understatement.
The best friends are the ones who comfort you, give you tissues and cold water bottles, listen to your incoherent rambling and pretend they understand what you say through the tears and hugs you. And most importantly, they keep it in the vault. That, is the best feeling ever, to know that you have besties who care for you.

And yes, i know i'm being stalked. So this is the end of the "elaboration", the rest will be in the other blog.

Signing off, Kitty.

p.s i love you guys so so much, i don't know what i'd do without you guys.

The beginning of Senior Year 2013

It's already 23rd/24th of January 2013. Alot of things happened during the past few weeks of the beginning of my senior life.

I have a new tutor now, Yenn and I learning under him. Home tuition, Mr. Loo. He's really good.

Our teachers this round were all good. I didn't have problems with any of them, except one but that was because she was ridiculous. 

Debate season started, its really good to be back.

We have amazing juniors, most of them can curi hati orang, super adorable.

5st1 got the Makmal Bahasa a.k.a the only room with air conditioner. Initially, we thought that they weren't going to switch on the air conditioner to save electricity so we sat under the fan but we were wrong. We were so wrong. 1/3 was working then we paid for someone to fix it and we have 2/3 working now. And guess what? The newly fixed air conditioner was blowing directly on me. Plus i have the fan so you can imagine it was cold but very comfortable:) 

So juniors, work your way up to st1 :P 

Oh right, cool thing, my baby lives with me. I love my Bae City so much, can't wait to drive it out:3

There were the epic memories which happened basically every day in school. I am so not going to type everything here. Sensor activated. But remember ->

- Direction and vibration of the transverse wave 

- the hand game where you move your fingers saying "上下一起动,中间开个洞"

- my obsession with my hair and eye color

- H square, the boy who thinks the thing that flows out of your cut is not blood

- Burping talent behind me

- The way Cyan and I plotted to escape from a windowless toilet

- S&M.

- YOMO- Foong

- Hand junk

- Obesity Campagin :/

- JOY'S SURPRISE PARTY <3 div="">

- Countryside bathing times per week :3

- Me being naturally hot

- Milkshake song. Les version ;)

- Knowing that it takes more than 5 seconds to walk out of the class using the only door while everyone is walking  out too, in front of you.

- Visit to the amazing Taylor's Lakeside Campus <3 div="">

- Puan MalC. With Sylvester :3

SO yeah, there's a whole other list, but i took the ones i can't afford to forget miss ;)

Oh right, one last thing, i'm so glad i have besties who will always be there for me no matter what. I love you guys. I LOVE YOU GUYS <3 font="">

So yeah, let's make 2013 the best year ever:)

Cheers to senior life. Batch 96' seniors are the wildest, craziest batch ever so YOLO ftw ;)

New Year 2013 Resolutions

Alright, so the title says it all. I know this post should have been up weeks ago.

I have many resolutions for this year but I'm going to try to list out whatever I remember :)

1)   enjoy senior year to the fullest.
2)   do my best for every exam yet have fun.
3)   live with minimum amount of stress.
4)   score amazingly for SPM.
5)   learn how to drive and get my P license before SPM.
6)   get ab lines*
7)   get new converse-s since it's 2013.
8)   Be nice to my brother (breakable promise)
9)   Improve on my music.
10) Be innocent. LOL i'm kidding on this one. You can't stop the sexy imagination.

So yeah:) Cheers :)

My amazing 2012

Heyy:) 2012 is coming to an end, time flies too fast, so this post is a summary about my amazing 2012.
So many amazing things happened in 2012, it was an amazing year.
I'm glad to say the days I'm down outnumber the days I'm high, wait, not in that way. LOL

Everyday of 2012 was truly something special :) and I thank God for that.
Yeah yeah, say whatever you want"Fuyohh, Ace changed!"
Don't forget what goes down in school babes;) but yeah, I thank God for everything.

So the year 2012, I don't know how to put it into words. I can't type out all my achievements or what I did the entire year, the list will never end, trust me. It was a very, very, very eventful year.

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Myself~
Let's just say I learnt ALOT of about myself this year. My strengths, my flaws, what i'd like for my future, what i want to do, like how i'd want to travel the world someday:), not to mention the way I see things, turn ons as well as turn offs, the type of guys I like and their personalities and not to mention knowledge and wisdom:))
My music has been improving. Drums the usual:) Piano learning alot everyday and guitar._. I practice nearly every day but yeah, improving each day i hope? LOLL. Don't laugh.
And yes i still love One Direction. It's not that i'd get to meet em but yeah, just to "cuci mata". I'm glad to say i'm not the kind of fan who would cry hysterically or be depressed if Zayn gets married kay. That's just not right. I'm not thaaaat obsessed. LOL. I'm just dedicated.

Love? Since people keep asking me if I have anyone in my heart, I'm going to just clarify it now.
Let's just put it this way. I have issues and i need them to go away. Full stop.
But theoretically no, I'm not dating anyone now. I know I tell people I'm heartless. It's true and you know what they say ->those who are heartless once cared too much.

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Family~
Yes I have an amazing family and I'm grateful for them. I love them so much even though we disagree sometimes but that's part of being a family. The commercial families on tv are all bullshit. We're in reality so yeah:)
The holidays we took this year. AMAZING. Filled with memories. Every photograph taken holds a different meaning and memory:)))
My parents, ever so supportive, loving and wonderful are always there for me. Mum's the strict-er parent and dad's the more laid back one but when it comes to school work and academics, they don't pressure us to study. I guess they trust us. OhhThankGodWeyh! And yes I never attend Saturday school like everrrrr. Booyaaaa ;) I have cool parents:3
There's my extended family in Penang, I love my grandpa a lot, he spoils Ryan and I though:P not just him, E e and Koo does too:3 They are the 3 I think about when I think of Penang:))
Of course, there's Aunty Sheryl, Chim Po Gillian, Ghee and Sharon, Aunty Juliet and a few more:) they are amazing in their own way too:)
Last but not least, my little brother. He's so annoying but I love him so much even though it doesn't show. We quarrel ALOT but I"m glad the times we ROFL are more than the times we quarrel. He's funny when he doesn't mean to be. He's super supportive and loving even though he doesn't show the soft side. He tries to troll me too but we both know I'm better at trolling ;) HAHAHAA perasan xD
We look different but people say the only thing we have in common physically are our eyes. Same shape and size. But I have dark brown eyes and his are jet-black:3
All I can say is that, I love him very much:)

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School~
My studies have been going pretty cool:) I passed everything for the final exam so I'm super happy. Even though you guys might think I aim low, but form 4 is the time you learn how to pass everything. Learn to score in form 5. So just take it easy bruh.
I'm going to do my best to score a nice set in SPM so yeahh:)
You can call me a nerd but I want to be successful in the future:) I can't stand the competitive kind of people though..whether your from school or from outside, you have to take a break. stop being so competitive and just live life. Enjoy it:)



I'm just so grateful to all my friends, especially the ones who took my crap and are always there for me, the ones who always listen and advice me as well as back me up, them who always listen to me crapping and laughing about random things, the ones who play paperball toss with me, those who sing with me, debate with me, the exact same ones who put up 24/7 with my perasan behavior, those who are in the countless private jokes and memories, the same ones who always support me, the exact same ones who accept me for who I am, the ones I love and who love me and yes, the ones who know about him, you know I know:)
I want you guys to know that I love you guys so much. I love all the camwhore pictures we took every time and I thank you guys for always getting ready when you see me with a camera ;)

And don't forget the teachers. I'm so glad to say I get along with most of them even though I laugh and laugh ALOT during lessons. It's not my fault I have an epic way of looking at most things:P
~like the time we came across the word "Mesra" In the "Papa" novel, we all know how that went.
~Ooh, and the transvestite drawing in the Bm reference book.
~My oral presentations which were ridiculous and the crazy Bm Lisan with the baby we made.
~There's the Jackson pollock second generation too, yes the one where I said blue was the color of my mind:P
~and about FERBruary with Puan Sadhna:3

I hope you guys will continue being in my life, seriously:)



There are the teachers who have always been my friend and "kaki Lang" , there are those who are like second parents, those who are extremely patient with me when it comes to academics, the cool ones who camwhore with me AND there are those who I can talk to about modern music and tv shows;) and of course those who are mentally challenged, Ahahhaa I'm so mean. Yeah whatever.
Either way, I'm thankful to all of you who have made it such an amazing year. Of course there were traumatizing times, like the time a teacher asked me to get lost, the time I got yelled at at the corridor for using the wrong formula, the time I got glared at numerous times by the same teacher. But to be honest? I'm not ashamed to have gone through the rough patches with the teacher. It's sad lah but what to do?
This is called life and I'm thankful that I get to go through the highs and lows. Its not fun if its just a flat path.
Life, is like a roller coaster so sit back, relax and enjoy the ride :)

I just want to say it has been a very eventful school year with you guys. And next year, aka in a day's time, we'll be the seniors of Rahman Putra Heights 2013 and we'll be the best batch. I mean it:) and btw, get ready for another year of camwhoring with yours truly.

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RLC~
So, this year has been cool:)
I made friends, started being on duty for guitar even though I need to improve, learnt ALOT from people there and so on. After reading the post dedicated to my school friends, it's so true that the way I behave is different from how I do at school but seriously, give me time ;) and ehhh dudes, when i can drive >:333 we'll have fun but i need a legal adult to sit beside me, that way if the police pull us over, we can quickly swap places. LOL, and my baby says hi from the porch :3
@The legal adult, *coughcough* please consider my offer, if we seriously put that amazing plan into action, i'd hug you, buy you movie ticket or something. LOL. and you cool that way for putting up with me.

The people i met there, especially the ones that i like, i hope they will be in my life for the long run :)

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Yeap, so its New Year's eve already, 2012 is coming to an end. Thank God that it has been an amazing year. I loved everything. And i know that 2013 will be a better year, the best is yet to come ;)

I've met interesting people and i hope the ones i like will stay in my life, and the ones that aren't that good, the exit door is that way, so out you go:) 

Here's to a joyous, prosperous, amazing, successful, perfect, fantastic -add in every good word from the Oxford dictionary- 2013 :)

:)

Before you read on and be disappointed, this is not a post to summarize my amazing 2012. I know I said I'd blog about it but I felt that I had to blog about this first.
Aite, so since this is a public blog, no names or examples or events shall be mentioned but this is just a post on how I think and feel based on something that just happened.

I'm going to say this once and for all. There was a creepy man.__.
Understand and accept the fact that if you creep me out once, you creep me out forever.
You are creepy, I choose who I talk to and I only talk to people I know. If you had come up to me and we had a proper introduction, then that would have been fine. But you didn't. I don't give a shit if I saw you once, you creeped me out that one time.
I hate your background, the way you behave, the way you talk and the way you approach me. That's not what being a gentleman is about. You can't just creep someone out. And after a few weeks, you can't just make someone talk to you and demand to know why they don't talk much. If you continue creeping me out, I'm getting a restraining order against you.
Don't look at me, don't talk to me, don't even try to be nice because after just now, I'd like you to get out of my face, whoops, I meant get the hell out of my airzone.

No, I am not overreacting.
Yes I'm a drama queen.
Yes, it was that bad and creepy.
NO I am NOT being paranoid.
Yes, now you've seen the bitchy side of me. But in my defense, it was seriously creepy.

Okay, now I'm done venting. Feel loads better.
Okay so a quick update about my day, I went to HELP's open day, even though i was like one year early LOL, it was good:) and really refreshing. Looks like I've got to reconsider alot.
I learnt ALOT today and glad I went. So yeah.
Everyone was nice, as in the faculty. Lol.
And yeah, when I walked in, I was the only girl with converse, the others as in 99% were in flats, heels and girly clothing. LOL. Whatever. Yes I did get stared and glared at.

Aite, gotta go, nights :) xx

Christmas 2012

Hey guys!:)
Its the time of the year again!

Merry Christmas everyone!:) Have an amazing celebration! Don't forget to take pictures and camwhore:) If you're going to drink, do it safely and hope you have a designated driver!


Oh right, yes i feel stupid about the previous post. It was expected lahh. It was insurance so yeahh. LOL. Anyways, back to the topic.

I used to believe in Santa Claus. That was until i wished for a puppy one Christmas and it obviously didn't appear under my christmas tree. That was the year i found out that my parents were the ones playing Santa Claus:3 Gotta love em :)
I was a kid so yeah. Yeah yeah, Laugh all you want:P
So yeah, Christmas happens to be nothing about Santa Claus. It's about the birth of Christ. No i will not blog the entire story here. LOL. You guys can check it out here -> www.google.com
Hahaha! Have a very Merry Merry Christmas!:)
Now, imagine me hugging you to complete this christmas wish ;) -HUGS- :*

XOXO

With love, Ace

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Alright. After the ~*~*~ icon, it means you can stop reading because whatever following it won't be thaaaat important.
Seriously.
Stop reading.
Stop it.
You can click the "X" button.
Wait, you're still here?
Really? Sure bo?
LOL okay. Imma stop spamming your eyes and get on with it.

Anyways, i just wanna do a quick update on the christmas celebrations:)
Saturday night, RLC held a special christmas service. The Jungle book musical was fantastic! Seriously:) It was overall an amazing night:)
We camwhored and took pictures after that. LOL as expected.

RAWRRR.

With Jason :)

Jungle book musical!:)

Merry Christmas!:) xx

A picture where Jonah actually poses xD

Gotta love em;)

RAWRRRR:D

I can't stand how photogenic he is.

Wooots;)

Then Sunday, as usual, morning :) I played Santarina and delivered presents. I love seeing the smile on people's faces:) LOL. And this part, for Hamish's amusement, in green xD
I was supposed to deliver something to Pastor Lydia, but i couldn't find her, until i delivered something to Hamish and went down to the cafe, just as i sat down, i received a text from him saying that pastor was in the PA room, so up again i went. Thank youuu Hamishhh :3
But then she was in the toilet. And like the weirdass i am, i waited for her outside the toilet and passed it to her when she came out, that's right ya'll. #LIKEACREEPYSTALKER LOL. 

Then we went back and had lunch and went out for class. Then after that, we got changed in Curve and went to Bangsar for Aunty Sheryl's birthday party. It was very fun:) I camwhored. Alot.
And well, things happened ;)

My santarina outfit:P red is too mainstream. LOL

Red;)

With Kat:) x

Awkwarddddd :3

So yeah, i woke up at 2.30pm+ the next day, as in yesterday. It was terrible to know that i had 4-5 hours of sunlight left. LOL. I sound like a plant.____.
And here i am blogging. Yeap. That's pretty much it.
Okayy, i better stop now. Nights ya'll :) xx

And today was great:)) went to Aunty choo's house for Christmas party, Kat and Joyce was there too and I met Aunty yannie's kids. I'm not sure how to spell her name but yeah, lol, she's a nice lady:) I ate, did whatever I had to do and camwhored and had tons of fun. Initially I hung with Kat, Joyce and my brother, then we teased Alex and Tommy, they are like omgggg so cute :3 <3 br="br"> Then after that, I spent time talking to Dharen and Rohan, Aunty Yannie's kids. They're working people but they look young. And yes I spammed their brains and eyes about one direction. Then Dharen went into my Facebook on my iPad and updated my status to "I think I'm so over one direction" and i returned the favor. There's a saying that goes "one good turn deserves another" :P anyways, it was fun lahh:)) 

Alex shoo cute <3 td="td">

With Tommy's toy :3

With Dharen and Rohan :D

 Yes it was a one sided dress:3

And omg to those people who owe me camwhore pictures, doesn't matter if you're from BRP or RLC or other schools. I mean it. I want to do my photowall with proper camwhore pictures and pictures where i don't look shitty. THANKYOU :3

Teeeheeee xx