Why the 2 blogs?

It's 12.41AM. I can't sleep so I'm doing this.

There's a question I'm asked frequently on why I have two blogs, one public and one locked and is private. I'm so tired of repeating myself so I'm going to type it all out here.

People wonder why i don't just type everything out here in the public blog. 

Let me elaborate on the reason why. 

First of all, it would be inappropriate for certain people to know about me. I know, i seem like a 16 year old sweetheart. I most certainly am, but you seriously have to understand that I have people "checking up" on me and trying to decode me. 

Me no likey so yeah, that's why i have two blogs. In the public blog, I don't have to worry so much on what people think of me since it's filtered as much as I can. 

Secondly, It's when people tell me they want to know about my life. That's when i give them the link to the public blog. What do you expect me to say? No? Obviously abuden right? LOL.

I don't mind and this brings us back to the first point ^ :)

What's the difference between the public and private blog? 

I just do short updates about my life in the public blog so yeah:) The private one has a record of nearly every amazing bittersweet day:)

And if you're gonna say something like "If you don't want people to know about your life, then you don't need to have a blog." My answer to you is "It's my life, MY teenage life so i'd like to do what I please. You can go back to the black hole of oblivion and just let those days pass."

What's in my private blog? Nothing big. Just ->

~What I do in school

~What happens with my friends

~All the epic memories and private jokes

~Pictures that speaks a thousand words

~Unspeakable truths

~My thoughts

~My rambling

~A paradise of camwhore pictures 

~What I think of people, girls, guys, uncles, aunties, guys, more guys, itches with a b and so on

i just want to grow up next time, and be able to look back and reread the memories again :)

So yeahh, nights xx

Holiday hangouts:)

So, as you know, i'm a person who loves outings :D
Well yeah and Skyfall came out.

So a few days ago, 14th November 2012, Wednesday was amazing :D
Yenn, Winnis, Yu Xin and i took the train to Midvalley to watch Skyfall! :D Usually I head to Curve due to "security reasons" but thankfully this time my dad let loose but he wanted me back by dinner. He was that concerned until he gave me the number of the head of security of Midvalley. LOL. So nice of my dad though xD My mum was cool with it though:)
I thought if we went earlier like by 12:15, it wouldn't be crowded. But we got held up and yeahh, sorry guys 3:
So yeahh, four of us reached slightly before two and we went to buy tickets for the movie at 3.15pm. Then we went to MPH and went for lunch at a shop opposite Subway, since it was about to be 3pm, i went into Subway to buy a burger to bring in xD initially i ordered the burger of the day which was meatball, but then the guy reminded me it was beef then i changed my order. Not that i'm not allowed to eat beef but i find it gross. Like i can still picture the cows moo-ing and wandering around chewing the cud.____.
So the guys who served me were like so nice :) They were asking me what bread i want and they were giving suggestions and i was like so stunned, so many choices xD so I just said"It's okay, it's okay, you make me a burger. I trust you."
Then they were laughing. Then the guy serving me asked if i was going for a movie. And i was like "yeapp! Skyfall! Dah tengok?"
And he was like"Dah, saya tengok dengan dia *points to the other guy working*"
I was like" Bes tak?"
And he was like" Bes gile!" and he cut the burger into half for me:3
And after that he asked if i came to watch with my friends or boyfriend. I laughed and said friend. LOLL. Then guess what he did :D He asked me to choose a cookie and he gave it to me. Awhh:)
So sweet of him right?  Teheheee:3 It's GDSFVR :)
Then we went to the theatre. The movie was amazing. So so so amazing :D
I love it weyhh :) No regrets at all :D

There's a part that was epic :) Insanely epic.
James Bond was captured and had his hads tied at the back by the psychotic Agent Silver. He was sitting on a chair and Silver was opposite him. Then Silver unbuttoned James's shirt button and started touching him passionately. I was like trying not to laugh but i can hear Yenn and Winnis giggling. Then when he touched James's inner chest more passionately, i was seriously holding my laughter in and the giggling got louder. And finally, when he put his hands on James Bond's thighs and rubbed it, we all were LOL-ing. OMGG WEYHH. Epic :D

Andd~ Q, the quartermaster was dayumnnn cute ;) Brains matter kay :3
So yeah, after that we went back :)
Great day!

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And 15th November 2012, Thursday :)
I met up with the gang from last year at Curve :)
Sadly, they come at different times so yeahh. Mail and Atikah were having lunch at ikea when i reached, so ngam ngam Hazirah and Haziq just reached. So i called them and we decided to meet up at the entrance of E Curve. When i saw them, fuyohh weyh, we were hugging weyhh. I missed them so much :'D It's probably because i'm the most attached to the both of them :3
We decided to have lunch at McD. We talked and gossiped for like an hour and Muhaimin came. Not 5 minutes, he managed to insult the whole schooL. He is so bitchy. LOL
So, after all of us met up in the centre, we went up to get tickets. Unfortunately, their movie is at 4.20pm and memang tak cukup masa for me. I don't want my parents to wait for so long. LOL. They were watching James Bond Skyfall ;) Which i had already watched :PPP LOL,
I'm so mean but yeah. Their movie finishes at 3pm so yeahh. i felt bad lah, didn't want them to wait so long. So i sat out of the movie. Then when they bought the tickets, we went up to the bowling alley. It was cool until some complications happened and i walked off and went shopping at sasa instead. Yes. I bought nail polish and lip gloss.
Then i went up and hung with them :) LOL, after awhile, Mail and I were actually craving ice cream, then he look and me i look at him and we both went down to McD. We talked and camwhored on the way. LOLLL.
I like that we have the same motto:) "Enjoy life first:)"

Then after that, we went to Chatime but on the way, Skyfall finished so we bumped into my parents and Ryan. It was cool, my parents liked my friends so yeah :D my friends then told me how good looking Ryan is. OMG._.

I'm glad my brother is good looking but ehhh, WHY did the good looks i was supposed to get all went to him? RAWR. Haha!! Love you lah bro, but bring your ego down a notch :P

So yeahh, when it was 4pm, i left them since they went up to get popcorn for Paranormal, I hugged Hazirah and Syaz, then i was about to hug Ziq but i wondered if he pantang-ed. I forgot he was cool :P He just hugged back, omg i'm so gonna miss the twins lahh weyh. Then i went to see my parents at Mak Cik Briyani's and we went home after that. It was cool :D

So here's how my life is now :)

Yeshhhhhhh, i know. I've abandoned my blog for God knows how long. 

So yeahh, let me start by the short updates. 

As you know, my finals are over which is a huge relief and I'm on holiday now.

Finals was cool. I passed Add Math. It matters ALOT okay. LOL.

Ever since the last update, quite a number of school events took place. 

Basically, every day was fun:) An adventure and a game. Well, what do you expect? It's high school. I love my friends. They're always there to back me up and stuff. We pollute the school and the world with our laughter every single day :)

The teachers are cool. Most of them, I'm not going to mention anything about the not so good ones. But I absolutely love most of them. They're cool. The ones i really love are the ones who have patience. Teaching Ace Khoo is something to be considered a challenge. Trust me :P

OH, and I started tuition at Cheong Art. It's cool :) It was like a last minute thing before the finals so you can imagine. LOL. Initially, i used a British accent and I pulled it off. They believe I wasn't from around here. AHAHAA :P But I owned up in the end :3

And Hooi San and Hui Jen got married! :) omgg congrats weyh! So we went back to Penang on the last week of October to attend the wedding :)

Ryan and I :D

Check it out :D

The morning of their church wedding :)

:')

Family picture of a dinner at Ocean Green :) 

Then there was the biology disection. That was so fun. I was the photographer so i didn't have to touch anything. Teeeheee :)

A random collage :)

XD

And there's the sivik flag project in conjunction with the merdeka celebration. It was fun. My class had to paint the state flag and the Penang flag. I was the unofficial photographer so i just took pictures and helped to clean up. Oh yeahh, camwhoring took place  ;) We painted our face and parts of our bodies too. LOL :)

:D

Yes, there were too many pictures to choose from :3

Oooh, and there's the Putrajaya field trip organized by the counsellors quite recently, last week i think:) It was cool. I didn't regret anything :D We camwhored, alot ;)

LOL:)

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:D

Camwhoring at Taman Botani :)

YOLO ;)

Smilee:)

Live while we're young :)

With Xuna :) I HAVE BROWN EYES :P

Moving on, ahhh.. Church life. Yes Andrew, I know you're reading this. Be patient and do update your blog about YOUR life. Cinderella doesn't really care if you blog about them or not :P

So, these few months have been really memorable. I grew closer to my friends there :) Of course they aren't my school friends so it's so different. I admit i'm still super cautious about how I act. LOL.

So.. Su Lynn a.k.a Batty Ballerina, Su San with a SaaaAAAaaan, Jonathen, Samuel a.k.a Samster, Daniel Lukeee a.k.a Dan-Dan and John a.k.a smexy have been in my life slightly longer. But here are the new peeps that i've warmed up to :)

There's Andrew a.k.a Drewsterrrr who is a great friend and an amazing guitarist. I'm serious. Sadly, he doesn't listen to OneD and i know he shuts his ears whenever WMYB plays :P His sister, Claire is super prettyyy and nice :) She's 13 and i told her to wait until she turns 15 >:3

Then there's Caleb a.k.a Cale who is the super smart type of guy, he's a great friend but i'm concerned as he is getting too OBSESSED over somebody.

There's Monica a.k.a MonMonster who is such a great friend and she's a cheerleader so i want her flat tummy :3 She's fun and super nice unlike those other cheerleaders :)

And there's Charisma Crystal Thomas :D OMG Right? Her name is like fulamak weyhhh :D She loves The Wanted and OneD, what else can I say? We get along very well :DDD

Then there's Amos who is quiet at first but then he's fun to tweet and chat with :3 He's so good at the guitar and homg our parents know each other. Cool right? :D 

Ohh and there's Jonah. He's such a talented drummer and a nice yet awkward guy. LOL, Hopefully one day he stops being camera shy :P

MonMonster and I :) She's so pretty so yeah :)

A collage of Andrew's birthday that day :)

Su Lynn and I :) She's a good friend :)

So yeah, that's my life so far:)

Stay tuned ;) Happy holidays! xx

And in case you were wondering, yes, my relationship status is still the same. Sexy, Free and Single ;)

I'm in no rush to change that :3