My amazing 2012

Heyy:) 2012 is coming to an end, time flies too fast, so this post is a summary about my amazing 2012.
So many amazing things happened in 2012, it was an amazing year.
I'm glad to say the days I'm down outnumber the days I'm high, wait, not in that way. LOL

Everyday of 2012 was truly something special :) and I thank God for that.
Yeah yeah, say whatever you want"Fuyohh, Ace changed!"
Don't forget what goes down in school babes;) but yeah, I thank God for everything.

So the year 2012, I don't know how to put it into words. I can't type out all my achievements or what I did the entire year, the list will never end, trust me. It was a very, very, very eventful year.

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Myself~
Let's just say I learnt ALOT of about myself this year. My strengths, my flaws, what i'd like for my future, what i want to do, like how i'd want to travel the world someday:), not to mention the way I see things, turn ons as well as turn offs, the type of guys I like and their personalities and not to mention knowledge and wisdom:))
My music has been improving. Drums the usual:) Piano learning alot everyday and guitar._. I practice nearly every day but yeah, improving each day i hope? LOLL. Don't laugh.
And yes i still love One Direction. It's not that i'd get to meet em but yeah, just to "cuci mata". I'm glad to say i'm not the kind of fan who would cry hysterically or be depressed if Zayn gets married kay. That's just not right. I'm not thaaaat obsessed. LOL. I'm just dedicated.

Love? Since people keep asking me if I have anyone in my heart, I'm going to just clarify it now.
Let's just put it this way. I have issues and i need them to go away. Full stop.
But theoretically no, I'm not dating anyone now. I know I tell people I'm heartless. It's true and you know what they say ->those who are heartless once cared too much.

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Family~
Yes I have an amazing family and I'm grateful for them. I love them so much even though we disagree sometimes but that's part of being a family. The commercial families on tv are all bullshit. We're in reality so yeah:)
The holidays we took this year. AMAZING. Filled with memories. Every photograph taken holds a different meaning and memory:)))
My parents, ever so supportive, loving and wonderful are always there for me. Mum's the strict-er parent and dad's the more laid back one but when it comes to school work and academics, they don't pressure us to study. I guess they trust us. OhhThankGodWeyh! And yes I never attend Saturday school like everrrrr. Booyaaaa ;) I have cool parents:3
There's my extended family in Penang, I love my grandpa a lot, he spoils Ryan and I though:P not just him, E e and Koo does too:3 They are the 3 I think about when I think of Penang:))
Of course, there's Aunty Sheryl, Chim Po Gillian, Ghee and Sharon, Aunty Juliet and a few more:) they are amazing in their own way too:)
Last but not least, my little brother. He's so annoying but I love him so much even though it doesn't show. We quarrel ALOT but I"m glad the times we ROFL are more than the times we quarrel. He's funny when he doesn't mean to be. He's super supportive and loving even though he doesn't show the soft side. He tries to troll me too but we both know I'm better at trolling ;) HAHAHAA perasan xD
We look different but people say the only thing we have in common physically are our eyes. Same shape and size. But I have dark brown eyes and his are jet-black:3
All I can say is that, I love him very much:)

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School~
My studies have been going pretty cool:) I passed everything for the final exam so I'm super happy. Even though you guys might think I aim low, but form 4 is the time you learn how to pass everything. Learn to score in form 5. So just take it easy bruh.
I'm going to do my best to score a nice set in SPM so yeahh:)
You can call me a nerd but I want to be successful in the future:) I can't stand the competitive kind of people though..whether your from school or from outside, you have to take a break. stop being so competitive and just live life. Enjoy it:)



I'm just so grateful to all my friends, especially the ones who took my crap and are always there for me, the ones who always listen and advice me as well as back me up, them who always listen to me crapping and laughing about random things, the ones who play paperball toss with me, those who sing with me, debate with me, the exact same ones who put up 24/7 with my perasan behavior, those who are in the countless private jokes and memories, the same ones who always support me, the exact same ones who accept me for who I am, the ones I love and who love me and yes, the ones who know about him, you know I know:)
I want you guys to know that I love you guys so much. I love all the camwhore pictures we took every time and I thank you guys for always getting ready when you see me with a camera ;)

And don't forget the teachers. I'm so glad to say I get along with most of them even though I laugh and laugh ALOT during lessons. It's not my fault I have an epic way of looking at most things:P
~like the time we came across the word "Mesra" In the "Papa" novel, we all know how that went.
~Ooh, and the transvestite drawing in the Bm reference book.
~My oral presentations which were ridiculous and the crazy Bm Lisan with the baby we made.
~There's the Jackson pollock second generation too, yes the one where I said blue was the color of my mind:P
~and about FERBruary with Puan Sadhna:3

I hope you guys will continue being in my life, seriously:)



There are the teachers who have always been my friend and "kaki Lang" , there are those who are like second parents, those who are extremely patient with me when it comes to academics, the cool ones who camwhore with me AND there are those who I can talk to about modern music and tv shows;) and of course those who are mentally challenged, Ahahhaa I'm so mean. Yeah whatever.
Either way, I'm thankful to all of you who have made it such an amazing year. Of course there were traumatizing times, like the time a teacher asked me to get lost, the time I got yelled at at the corridor for using the wrong formula, the time I got glared at numerous times by the same teacher. But to be honest? I'm not ashamed to have gone through the rough patches with the teacher. It's sad lah but what to do?
This is called life and I'm thankful that I get to go through the highs and lows. Its not fun if its just a flat path.
Life, is like a roller coaster so sit back, relax and enjoy the ride :)

I just want to say it has been a very eventful school year with you guys. And next year, aka in a day's time, we'll be the seniors of Rahman Putra Heights 2013 and we'll be the best batch. I mean it:) and btw, get ready for another year of camwhoring with yours truly.

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RLC~
So, this year has been cool:)
I made friends, started being on duty for guitar even though I need to improve, learnt ALOT from people there and so on. After reading the post dedicated to my school friends, it's so true that the way I behave is different from how I do at school but seriously, give me time ;) and ehhh dudes, when i can drive >:333 we'll have fun but i need a legal adult to sit beside me, that way if the police pull us over, we can quickly swap places. LOL, and my baby says hi from the porch :3
@The legal adult, *coughcough* please consider my offer, if we seriously put that amazing plan into action, i'd hug you, buy you movie ticket or something. LOL. and you cool that way for putting up with me.

The people i met there, especially the ones that i like, i hope they will be in my life for the long run :)

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Yeap, so its New Year's eve already, 2012 is coming to an end. Thank God that it has been an amazing year. I loved everything. And i know that 2013 will be a better year, the best is yet to come ;)

I've met interesting people and i hope the ones i like will stay in my life, and the ones that aren't that good, the exit door is that way, so out you go:) 

Here's to a joyous, prosperous, amazing, successful, perfect, fantastic -add in every good word from the Oxford dictionary- 2013 :)

:)

Before you read on and be disappointed, this is not a post to summarize my amazing 2012. I know I said I'd blog about it but I felt that I had to blog about this first.
Aite, so since this is a public blog, no names or examples or events shall be mentioned but this is just a post on how I think and feel based on something that just happened.

I'm going to say this once and for all. There was a creepy man.__.
Understand and accept the fact that if you creep me out once, you creep me out forever.
You are creepy, I choose who I talk to and I only talk to people I know. If you had come up to me and we had a proper introduction, then that would have been fine. But you didn't. I don't give a shit if I saw you once, you creeped me out that one time.
I hate your background, the way you behave, the way you talk and the way you approach me. That's not what being a gentleman is about. You can't just creep someone out. And after a few weeks, you can't just make someone talk to you and demand to know why they don't talk much. If you continue creeping me out, I'm getting a restraining order against you.
Don't look at me, don't talk to me, don't even try to be nice because after just now, I'd like you to get out of my face, whoops, I meant get the hell out of my airzone.

No, I am not overreacting.
Yes I'm a drama queen.
Yes, it was that bad and creepy.
NO I am NOT being paranoid.
Yes, now you've seen the bitchy side of me. But in my defense, it was seriously creepy.

Okay, now I'm done venting. Feel loads better.
Okay so a quick update about my day, I went to HELP's open day, even though i was like one year early LOL, it was good:) and really refreshing. Looks like I've got to reconsider alot.
I learnt ALOT today and glad I went. So yeah.
Everyone was nice, as in the faculty. Lol.
And yeah, when I walked in, I was the only girl with converse, the others as in 99% were in flats, heels and girly clothing. LOL. Whatever. Yes I did get stared and glared at.

Aite, gotta go, nights :) xx

Christmas 2012

Hey guys!:)
Its the time of the year again!

Merry Christmas everyone!:) Have an amazing celebration! Don't forget to take pictures and camwhore:) If you're going to drink, do it safely and hope you have a designated driver!


Oh right, yes i feel stupid about the previous post. It was expected lahh. It was insurance so yeahh. LOL. Anyways, back to the topic.

I used to believe in Santa Claus. That was until i wished for a puppy one Christmas and it obviously didn't appear under my christmas tree. That was the year i found out that my parents were the ones playing Santa Claus:3 Gotta love em :)
I was a kid so yeah. Yeah yeah, Laugh all you want:P
So yeah, Christmas happens to be nothing about Santa Claus. It's about the birth of Christ. No i will not blog the entire story here. LOL. You guys can check it out here -> www.google.com
Hahaha! Have a very Merry Merry Christmas!:)
Now, imagine me hugging you to complete this christmas wish ;) -HUGS- :*

XOXO

With love, Ace

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Alright. After the ~*~*~ icon, it means you can stop reading because whatever following it won't be thaaaat important.
Seriously.
Stop reading.
Stop it.
You can click the "X" button.
Wait, you're still here?
Really? Sure bo?
LOL okay. Imma stop spamming your eyes and get on with it.

Anyways, i just wanna do a quick update on the christmas celebrations:)
Saturday night, RLC held a special christmas service. The Jungle book musical was fantastic! Seriously:) It was overall an amazing night:)
We camwhored and took pictures after that. LOL as expected.

RAWRRR.

With Jason :)

Jungle book musical!:)

Merry Christmas!:) xx

A picture where Jonah actually poses xD

Gotta love em;)

RAWRRRR:D

I can't stand how photogenic he is.

Wooots;)

Then Sunday, as usual, morning :) I played Santarina and delivered presents. I love seeing the smile on people's faces:) LOL. And this part, for Hamish's amusement, in green xD
I was supposed to deliver something to Pastor Lydia, but i couldn't find her, until i delivered something to Hamish and went down to the cafe, just as i sat down, i received a text from him saying that pastor was in the PA room, so up again i went. Thank youuu Hamishhh :3
But then she was in the toilet. And like the weirdass i am, i waited for her outside the toilet and passed it to her when she came out, that's right ya'll. #LIKEACREEPYSTALKER LOL. 

Then we went back and had lunch and went out for class. Then after that, we got changed in Curve and went to Bangsar for Aunty Sheryl's birthday party. It was very fun:) I camwhored. Alot.
And well, things happened ;)

My santarina outfit:P red is too mainstream. LOL

Red;)

With Kat:) x

Awkwarddddd :3

So yeah, i woke up at 2.30pm+ the next day, as in yesterday. It was terrible to know that i had 4-5 hours of sunlight left. LOL. I sound like a plant.____.
And here i am blogging. Yeap. That's pretty much it.
Okayy, i better stop now. Nights ya'll :) xx

And today was great:)) went to Aunty choo's house for Christmas party, Kat and Joyce was there too and I met Aunty yannie's kids. I'm not sure how to spell her name but yeah, lol, she's a nice lady:) I ate, did whatever I had to do and camwhored and had tons of fun. Initially I hung with Kat, Joyce and my brother, then we teased Alex and Tommy, they are like omgggg so cute :3 <3 br="br"> Then after that, I spent time talking to Dharen and Rohan, Aunty Yannie's kids. They're working people but they look young. And yes I spammed their brains and eyes about one direction. Then Dharen went into my Facebook on my iPad and updated my status to "I think I'm so over one direction" and i returned the favor. There's a saying that goes "one good turn deserves another" :P anyways, it was fun lahh:)) 

Alex shoo cute <3 td="td">

With Tommy's toy :3

With Dharen and Rohan :D

 Yes it was a one sided dress:3

And omg to those people who owe me camwhore pictures, doesn't matter if you're from BRP or RLC or other schools. I mean it. I want to do my photowall with proper camwhore pictures and pictures where i don't look shitty. THANKYOU :3

Teeeheeee xx

Doomsday! Wait.. What?!

This post is important. Read it if I love you :)))

Tomorrow is 21.12.12, the supposed date of Doomsday. I used to believe and be paranoid about it 3 years ago after watching the movie. But today, i seriously don't care. Either way, i'll see my friends up in heaven, if they get in. Hahaha! just kidding!:P
Honestly? I'm not scared about it. I don't know, and don't really care. It's like a 50-50 thing right? Only God knows. Don't get me started about the Mayans. They probably ran out of space on their stone tablet thing or ran out of ink or say, they probably became lazy and decided to stop the calender on December 21, 2012.

I have no regrets. I lived everyday to the fullest so if it happens, I can't say anything so yeah.
Okay fine, i do have one regret. But i'm not going to write about it here. LOL.
Either way, if it happens tomorrow, i want all the people i love to know how much i love and appreciate them. Let's start.

1) Family.
*I want my parents to know how thankful i am for everything and how much i love them. Yes, sure there are them disagreements and quarrels but yeah, i know they want the best for me and they love me.
*To my annoying little brother, Ryan. You. Are. Buhhlarrdyyy. Annoying. But I still love you. We quarrel alot, like ALOT but i'm glad the times we LOL are more than the times war breaks out between us. I love you very much.
*To my extended family and family friends. You know who you are, majority of you are in Penang. If you have heard me said "Thankyou, I love you" and if i really meant it and didn't say it out of obligation, then know that i'm so grateful that you guys are in my life :D
Here are the special ones ->
*Kong, you spoil me too much and you nag for my own good but yeah. I love you and thank you for amazing presents and the excess items. Hahaha!:)
*Ee, you spoil me too. Thank you for always driving me to the burger stall to buy burger every time. hahaa! And thank you, for everything :) Love you.
*Koo & Anna, You guys are cool, seriously. Koo, even if you're a man of few words, i'm glad you always try to talk to us, even though it ends up awkward. hahahaa! And Anna! I'm so glad we know each other, coolest thing about you is that you love GLEE! Remember how we were fangirling at the tv? LOLL, i love you guys:) Thank you!
*To Aunty Sheryl, even though we have times shit happens. Thank you for everything, you're like a related aunt to me. Thank you for the converses, and the memories and letting me walk Po and Bei:)
Love you:)

2) My Friends from School
I can't give every one of you a special shout out but you know who you are. I wanna thank you guys for every amazing memory we have. like 99/100 of you had made me smile or given me a reason to LOL. I will remember every single thing and detail about each memory, seriously :P I'll remember the things we said, the jokes we laughed about, the products of our sexy imaginations, the stuff we talked about, the way we pissed teacher off, the hangouts, the parties we went to, the way we broke the rules and the things we did :) <3 font="font">
And if doomsday doesn't happen, which i'm pretty sure it won't happen, note that i shall tell your future kids about every embarassing memory when we're all grown up :)
So, note that i love you guys very much.

3) My Friends from RLC
So, put it this way, you guys have been in my life for a shorter time compared to my other friends. But you guys are really important to me too though i admit the way i behave around you guys is wayy, wayy, wayyy different from the way i am in school. 
For those of you guitar geniuses, especially those guitar geniuses, thanks for everything. Even though i pretty much suck even after you guys were patient with me, thank you, because without you guys, i would have been much, much, much worse. And that is saying something.
And for those who had to listen to my venting and rambling and have given me advice, thank youuu:)))
You guys, are another part of my life i like, everyone of you are special and cool. I know we laugh about ridiculous things and i know you guys have to put up with my camwhoring madness. Thank you, for not running away when you see me coming up with my camera. LOL. So yeahh, thanks:)
Love ya guys:)

If it doesn't happen, then great for everyone but yeah, it also means i wasted my 30 minutes blogging about this. LMAO. Just kidding, its not a waste, its like to get it off my chest? ya know.
So yeah, WHEN on Saturday, the earth is probably going to be standing normally, don't tweet me or facebook me to giggle and tease me about this post. LOL.
This post is just for INSURANCE, just incase. Who knows right?

Aite, signing off, Kitty.

Eeeep wait, one more shout out to a very special person. I know you know i'm adorable. If we don't get to text, or facebook or pass silly notes ever again, i want you to know that you're a great friend and i'm glad we know each other :) 22/06/2012, can't believe i remember that date. And no, this is not awkward. I'm not confessing my love or anything. LOLLOL. Aiteee, good luck with no phone charger :P

My short Penang Trip and a few things i'd like to say :))

Let's make this quick. Last Wednesday, we went back to Penang. When I saw we, i meant Ryan, Mum, Aunty Sheryl and myself.
The date we went back on was 12.12.12. Such a special date ain't it? They say its the last date we can get until another century passes. So we left in the morning after breakfast and reached some time after noon. We went to visit our grandparents. No comment at this. On the bright side, i didn't get any insults so that's a plus:)
After that, Aunty Sheryl dropped us off at our place and then we went to have lunch at Lorong Selamat with Kong. I was hungry so i ate alot. LOL Don't judge.
i had like kuey teow soup, hokkien prawn mee, the lobak and the prawn fritters and to top it off, ice kacang with no kacang :3
Yes i literally ordered it like that-> "Aunty, i want ice kacang with no kacang, thank you!"
LMAO. yes, i'm weird that way.
So after that, we just lazed around until Ee came back and we followed her to the gym. Ryan worked out but i sat there with my iPad. I was lazy and super tired so yeahh. Camwhored alot though :3
After that~ we went to buy the burger. Yesh my fav burgers i must eat whenever i go back to Penang.
That's how my day went. That's my 12.12.12 :)

The next day, we had a lunch date with Aunty Evette and her family who came down from UK. It was so fun to see her kids. Asian + Amo = Good looking kids :D

Anya and Bodie. Shoo cute:3

Then yeahh, Kong took us to buy dvds. I picked up the glee season 4 part 1:D 

And we went to see Kiki, the yorkshire terrier:3 Shoo cute weyhh xD

Then yeahh, i had a movie night with Ryan, we watched Glee, step up revolution and Ted until 1am.

He didn't want to watch Ted at first because "it looked boring" but then once the narrator came on being sarcastic, we were both LMAO-ing. 

Let's just say its a very wrong show, it was stupidly funny. 4/5 stars :D (Y)

Sho cute right?:3

The final day, Friday, we had lunch and then only went back.

Ee took us to Gurney, us and in Ryan and I. We had lunch at Sushi Tei:3

Then Ee bought a huge bucket of Planet Popcorn for me. Initially she wanted to buy the gift pack and a huge box filled with different junk food for us for christmas but since she won't see us then she got it for us on the spot. Ryan didn't want any so his loss:P He got accessories instead. I picked up neon hoops:3

CARAMEL POPCORN accompanied us in the car back to the house. 1 quarter of it was left when we finally reached home around 6pm+

Sushi Tei

Yeappp, so that's pretty much it. It was cool :D


So, my holiday has been going very well. Few days ago, mum had a dinner party for her friends. I called a few of mine over too. It went very well. I camwhored like crazy!
The day before that was RLC's vys celebration. I played the ukelele for a skit. Thanks to Jeremy's patience, music that didn't break eardrums or crash glasses came out of the ukelele:3
Yeahh and he has to tune the ukelele everytime for me too. I feel bad. LOL. Thank you Jeremy :D <3 p="p">I camwhored alot on that day too. Doing my photowall for my room:D
Thing is, camwhoring with photogenic people is sad. Really sad. Standing beside them makes me look crappy. I'm not going to post alot of pictures here, saving it for special occasions so if people see them, then it won't really be special anymore.

So yeah, i've been relaxing these few days and oh right, yesterday was 19.12.12. The day the PMR results are released. Congratulations to all those smarty pants who scored straight A's :))
i'm proud of you guys! For those of you who didn't, don't worry about it. Results aren't everything. They matter, but they aren't EVERYTHING :)
Try try again :))

Morality vs. Popularity

It's 1.26am now and I'm feeling very much awake. Can't sleep.
Somehow i'm feeling down and very disturbed. I don't know why.
Wait, i do.

I'm mad at myself for even considering the idea.
I'm not going to write every single detail of it since you all know about it but yeah. I can't believe I was actually thinking of doing it. I can't believe i was about to give up my morals for something so stupid. I'm not doing it. I'm not doing it. I'm not doing it.
I can't believe that I was actually considering it for popularity.

Screw that. I'll spend that Sunday night chilling at home.

I'm glad my friends understand and get me. Yeaashhhh the entire gang.

And i'm glad three certain people were there to help me vent. Yep, Monster, Drewster and Jouunah.
Sorry to lay it on you guys so thickly. I sorta love you guys, all of you, yesh, my school friends and those i met in RLC for putting up with me.

Monster -> Thank you Mons:) for supporting me and stuff. Even though I'm not going to do it anymore, imma still make the abs grow :B But i really liked the Glee's cover of Oops I did it again :3 Its on replay on my iPod.

Drewster -> Drew, thank you for being there for me and being the responsible one. you know:) And you're probably going "OMG I GET A MENTION IN BLUEEEEEEE" Thank you:)

Jounahhh -> Dude, even though you're the quietest and most carefree one who rarely says much, thank you. Because you were there listening to me vent. And don't worry, if we camwhore next time, i'll make sure you look good. You're like your brother, you guys look unbelievably photogenic until i myself look crappy -.-

And yesh, keep this between the few of us. This doesn't need to get out to the entire society.

Aite. I think that's pretty much it?
Today was fine, yesterday was fine, saturday was fine. It was all fine.
It. Was. Fine.
Oh, today we went to collect the text books. It was cool, saw my budds:)

Kay, man i feel loads better.
Nights xx

The End of the Twilight saga

Alright, so a few days ago, 4th December :)
I had an amazing Tuesday :3
Mum dropped me at Hui Li's on the way out, from there, Pebb's mum dropped us at Curve:D
Then she drove back to pick up Carmen, Carol and Alicia.
While waiting for the three of them to reach curve, we bought the tickets for Breaking Dawn Part 2, omg like finally!!!:3 AND then we had brunch at McD.
After that, we went ice skating! It was my first time so someone *cough cough* HUI LI *cough cough* was looking forward to see me fall.
But here's the thanggggg, I didn't:P
It took me a long time to get the hang of it but after 12, i got the hang of it and i could actually go across the ice slowly. LOL Better than nothing:3
I admit to polluting the place with my screams and laughter. hahaahaa!:P
It was tiring. Did you know Ice skating is considered a sport? Even though you don't sweat because its freezing, it's still a sport?:3 Yes, the next day, my entire body hurt. Especially my legs. LOL!
After that, the "hungry people" had lunch at McD again, I wasn't hungry so a few of us went to pick up drinks at Starbucks:) Funny thing, i don't really like coffee so I always go for the chocolatey drinks:3
As usual, I ordered the choco-chip-frap :3 Teeeheeeee <3 p="p">
By 2pm, all of us went up to buy popcorn, but I got sidetracked and went for a 10 minute shopping spree for accessories instead :D THEN i went to get popcorn and a Mountain Dew.
The movie was amazaaaayyyn. The book was better though :/ The twist in the end had me go "OMG WHAT?!"
But my favorite part was during the last part where Bella and Edward were in the flower field and she shows him the flashback of their memories together:) It was so sweet. The moment the flashback started and the song >A Thousand Years Part 2< started to play, i was melting :')))
So yeahhh :3 That's the end of the Twilight Saga.
From First Dance to Forever :)

And other than the incredibly smexy Jacob, omg Emmet is shooooo hawtttttt. They way he stares and that smirk, omggg dayummmnnnnnn ;D
Hahaha! I'm so weird.
Okay moving on. Hui Li, Mels and I went to pick up friendship bracelets. Mine was pink and black, Mel's was teal and black, Hui Li's was purple and black :)
Then we went to Popular and somehow, Mels and LilyTwooo made me spill a few stories. No names were mentioned, thankfully xD
Then changed route, Aunty took us to 1U to have dinner with Hui Li's parents. We separated and broke up into 2 groups. So yeahh.
Dinner was cool, i met Hui Li's dad. He's so tall homgshhh. No wonder LilyyTwoo happens to be a tall Asian but the shortest American :P LOLL.
We had dinner at a ban mee shop so yeahh. Pebbs, Mels, LilyTwo and I sat at a separate table and we talked about interesting stuff :3
Then we separated again, this time I followed Pebb's mum home, and I was walking with Webble's. Her beanie. So. Cute :3 So we were talking and stuff :) Carol, Carmen and Wei Qin were there too:)
So overall, it was an incredible day :)

:')

See? smexyyyy <3 td="td">

Dayumnn Do you see what i mean?XD

From First Dance to Forever :')